I kept seeing signs of my ex everywhere, and I couldn’t get her off my mind. She left me for a man irl, so in the dream she was kissing on him and looked very much happy without me. But somehow we ended up in the same city in the dream, and she caught me looking at old photos of her at a train station which is how we reunited. I was scared since I was embarrassed and I thought she’d tell me to move on and I was wasting time since she’d never want to talk to me again (things she’s actually told me irl). But instead, she got all emotional and told me she hasn’t stopped thinking about me. She said I was her first love, everything she said to me was just because she was scared of accepting her sexuality and she was just trying to appease her family. Our reuinion was emotional and she basically said all this time she’d been stalking my instagram and just didn’t know how to come forward to me. And in the dream we ended up…well, starting over. But nothing went right. It was like life was agaisnt us being together. Disaster after disaster, we’d both changed, our families weren’t blending well. And we knew it didn’t feel right but we tried and tried until eventually life made it impossible for us to start over
This dream reflects your inner conflicts and unresolved feelings surrounding your past relationship with your ex. The recurring theme of seeing signs of your ex and being unable to get her off your mind suggests that you are still processing the breakup and carrying emotional baggage from it.
The dream also highlights your fear of rejection and abandonment, as seen in your apprehension when your ex caught you looking at old photos of her. This fear is likely rooted in the real-life experiences you had with her leaving you for someone else.
The reunion in the dream, where your ex expresses her true feelings and regrets, symbolizes a desire for closure and reconciliation. It may also indicate a longing for a second chance or a wish for things to have turned out differently in the past.
The difficulties and disasters that follow in the dream represent the challenges and obstacles that would arise if you were to pursue a renewed relationship with your ex. This could be a reflection of your subconscious realization that the past is the past and that the relationship is not meant to be revived.
Overall, this dream seems to be a manifestation of your inner turmoil, lingering emotions, and the need to find peace and closure regarding your past relationship with your ex. It may be a reminder for you to focus on moving forward and letting go of the past in order to find happiness and fulfillment in the present and future.